Homosexual Obsessive Compulsive Disorder
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You feel more sexually aroused by people of the opposite sex. |
You feel more sexually aroused by people of the same sex. |
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Your thoughts about engaging in same-sex relationships are unappealing to you. |
Your thoughts about engaging in same-sex relationships are arousing to you. |
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You feel anxious about romantic relationships with people of the same sex. |
You look forward to romantic relationships with people of the same sex. |
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You have most enjoyed sexual experiences with a person of the opposite sex. |
You have most enjoyed sexual experiences with a person of the same sex. |
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You worry about your same-sex thoughts mainly because you don't want to give up being with people of the opposite sex. |
You worry about your same-sex thoughts mainly because of what others might think or because of religious concerns. |
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You are not able to stop thinking about same-sex relationships, and the thoughts are a severe distraction. |
Even though you often think about same-sex relationships, you are able to stop thinking about it when you need to. |
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You feel emotional intimacy with a partner of the opposite sex. |
You feel emotional intimacy with a partner of the same sex. |
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You are worried that people of the same sex might find you attractive. |
You like when people of the same sex find you attractive. |
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You fantasize about being in physical relationships with people of the opposite sex (including dreams). |
You fantasize about being in physical relationships with people of the same sex (including dreams). |
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You try to learn more about sexual identity issues to reassure yourself that you are not gay. |
You try to learn more about sexual identity issues to better understand yourself and others like you. |
The following is link to the actual paper: http://www.monnicawilliams.com/articles/williams-HOCD08.pdf
Obsessions are persistent ideas, thoughts, impulses, or images that are experienced as intrusive or inappropriate and that cause marked anxiety or distress. The intrusive and inappropriate quality of the obsessions has been referred to as "ego-dystonic." This refers to the individual's sense that the content of the obsession is alien, not within his or her own control, and not the kind of thought that he or she would expect to have. However, the individual is able to recognize that the obsessions are a product of his or her own mind and are not imposed from without (as in thought insertion).
The most common obsessions are repeated thoughts about contamination (e.g., becoming contaminated by shaking hands), repeated doubts (e.g., wondering whether one has performed some act such as having hurt someone in a traffic accident or having left a door unlocked), a need to have things in a particular order (e.g., intense distress when objects are disordered or asymmetrical), aggressive or horrific impulses (e.g., to hurt one's child or to should an obscenity in church), and sexual imagery (e.g., a recurrent pornographic image). The thoughts, impulses, or images are not simply excessive worries about real-life problems (e.g., concerns about current ongoing difficulties in life, such as financial, work, or school problems) and are unlikely to be related to a real-life problem.
The individual with obsessions usually attempts to ignore or suppress such thoughts or impulses or to neutralize them with some other thought or action (i.e., a compulsion). For example, an individual plagued by doubts about having turned off the stove attempts to neutralize them by repeatedly checking to make sure that it is off.